RCT; Molly

Yesterday I spent an hour and a half or maybe 45 minutes working on a park in RCT, then this thing popped up about some error violation access, and … everything disappeared! All that hard work! *weep weep* Well, the upside is that I spent a bit too much money doing all that stuff, and a ride even broke down, killing 8 people, so I guess I’m not as sad as I could have been, losing my work. ^u^

We (as in Daddy and whoever else wants to go, not Mommy and I) are going to take Molly in to be put down tomorrow. :( But at least she won’t suffer anymore … like we’ve been letting her do the past week … and she’ll go back to Heaven. ^u^ I want another doggy!!! Mommy said we should get another cat, but I said the kitty wouldn’t come when I called it, or eat from my hand (weird picky kitties). She agreed and said dogs are the only animal that thrive on our love. heehee.

We’re looking up on Beagles, but then the book I bought (general info on most dog breeds) said it would be kinder to let it live with another dog, ’cause it’s a pack animal. Would it be too cruel to have it live with cats and guinea pigs and no other doggy? And oh yeah, Daddy doesn’t really want another dog, and I won’t have time to take care of it anyway next year. :(

observations of a nature-starved child

Today I was outside doing my schoolwork, to be with Molly, and I saw …

two squirrels eating the bird food. I told them the birds didn’t want them eating their food, but the piggy-like rodents ^_^;; wouldn’t listen.

a hummingbird fly around my head. ^u^ Its leetle feet were curled in. Kawaii.

ants. These were ants on a murderous rampage. They took the sand out from under the pavers (selfish little braindead things) and dropped it around the cracks, where anyone could have slipped. Mommy said sand on the pavers is slippery. Something new I learned today.

Molly doggy

Umm, oyeah, Molly’s going to die in a matter of months (Mommy thinks it’s one month or less, I hope it’s 5 months but think it’s two or so) from the cancerous tumors in her lumps. And her right lung is totally collapsed. O.o >_<

Molly report

My tummy feels funny. :( Yesterday we took Molly in to the vets ’cause she couldn’t eat all of her breakfast in one sitting (and Molly is the kind of dog who’d eat ’til she throws up). Well, the vet said she has cysts/tumors/whatever, and that we may or may not be able to operate, depending on if they’re cancerous or not, and if they’re not, then if she’s stable enough to go through surgery.

They gave us ear medicine for her yucky ears which didn’t have anything to do with her lumps, and antibiotics which taste horrible (when you can smell the horribleness of pills, you know they taste awful) to get rid of the fluid around her lungs. The appointment took 4 hours and cost over $400.

odd song association

Okay, so I’m using Winamp now. When Rhythm Emotion played a while ago I thought of Friday dinners at Bachan’s house, for some reason. I just got that same feeling that I used to have, y’know what I mean? Really odd, ’cause I’ve never listened to Rhythm Emotion at Bachan’s house. (I usually listen to songs over and over at a certain time then begin to associate them with the feeling I had then, like Gimme Gimme Gimme and … gah! I forgot the name of it! Anime Central? the board with Starling and DSIII and TDC) It wasn’t a bad thing though. ^u^