hair, cosplay idea, and b2

I braided my hair last night while it was wet to make it wavy/curly/whatever, but the waves brushed out and now it’s practically flat. ;-; My hair is mean. When I try to brush it straight it goes poufy. When I try to make it curl, it goes flat. ^^; I should really use more traditional methods … but I don’t like heat on my hair, and I’m too lazy to use conditioner. ^.^;

Well, I figured if I did my hair this way and actually figured a way to make it more curly, then put it up in pigtails (like Miwako! ^__^), and got one of Miwako’s outfits together, I could cosplay her. XD ‘Cept I wouldn’t dye my hair whatever color hers is. (I can’t remember all of a sudden O.o) Then I thought maybe I could get an outfit that Yukari wore, and put my hair up that way (because she did it before). But I don’t have the extremely good looks or the loong legs. Pooh. :b But I am NOT dying my hair!

Then again, it’s not like I’d have a chance to cosplay. >_> *sigh* Oh well.

Oh yeah. I think I’m gonna try b2. Acause someone said GM is a bandwidth hog (maybe just when you rebuild everything?) and quite a few servers don’t allow GM to be run on them, and that it’s old software anyway. Um. Something like that. And besides. I keep feeling like changing my archives/entries/etc. pages, but I don’t want to rebuild everything. x_x I also feel like making a pop-up comments page or something. ^^; I dunno why. I don’t like pop-ups at all. Odd, no?

I don’t want the world

I was looking at b2 (don’t have a link; too lazy to get it) because, yeah, I’m kinda getting tired of rebuilding stuff … but I don’t know php. So I have to learn php. I don’t know where to look for that. ^^;; Eh, yeah. I have other things to do, though … like stuff with IAT.

I haven’t touched that for a long time. I uploaded the fanlistings. But that was it. I have to update STF and BB and BG and … well I guess I have to update other sites, too, but I don’t particularly care to do so. ^^;;; Also Elsewhere. I stopped drawing. But I have very old drawings I have to scan and put on the site. And I also have very old drawings I’ve already scanned in but I have yet to put them on the site.

Anyway. Last night Mommy got me to watch The Dead Zone on the Mystery channel. Yeah … Christopher Walken is kinda creepy. ^_^; But it was good. At the end I said, “That was like the season finale I watched before.” Yeah. I wonder why they (the writers) did it that way.

Um. I slept until noon today. Not really. (Actually, it was more like 2. >.>;;;) But I just read another rant about blogs. “A meandering, blatantly uninteresting online diary that gives the author the illusion that people are interested in their stupid, pathetic life. Consists of such riveting entries as ‘homework sucks’ and ‘I slept until noon today.'”

*shrugs* I’m not complaining. This isn’t a counter-rant or anything. I don’t know why I have a blog. ^^;; But oh well. I’m thinking. I guess … I dunno. There are like some people who have a blog because they have friends who like to know what’s going on. Like Dave or … I don’t know her name. I read her blog anyway. O_o Weirdo. Anyway. Yeah. I dunno. I’m done.

Oh. And homework sucks. XP

it’s kind of a drag, dragging scrollbars

I just spent a loong while making a layout. I’m not sure how long. I suppose since some time after dinner. At least 4 hours, I guess. I started out with a really big image. It’s still a pretty big image. Something like 550×975. ^^;;; I was fixing for it to be a table layout. Like a bloggy thing. Of course.

But now I think, even though I’ve managed to slice it up into 5 gifs and one jpg, that’s it’s too much to download. Plus, I don’t like the continuing bg I’ve got going behind it. ^^;; Uugly. So I started using scrolling divs.

Having two scrolling sections on a page always annoyed me. Especially if the text scrolling section was much taller than my browser window, so to read the top of the page I have to scroll up in one section, then scroll up in the other. Same for the bottom of the page, except I’m going down.

And uhh … long story sort of cut short … now I’m gonna remake the layout somehow to make it more of a frames-ish layout. >_> Gee, isn’t this fun. (Well actually it is, kinda. ^^;;; The not-fun part is that it’s not going up tonight.)

Actually, I don’t even know where I’m going to put it up. Here, my journal, IAT, or maybe even another site. See, I was making it for my journal. But then I started to like it too much to keep it on a backpage like that. ^^;; And here, I just put up this layout. (Even though I don’t like it that much and if I don’t put the layout up here I’ll probably make a new layout for this place pretty soon.)

Decisions, decisions. Ah well. Anyway. I just realized something today. On this page (not anymore, after I post this) I had a month’s worth of entries. o_o;;; April 7th to May 7th. Aiiieee. I’ve gotta post more. ^^; I’m trying to not write in my journal as much. But then I just end up not saying anything at all.

Actually, I don’t have much to say anyway. Just stuff that I did during the day. *yawn* How boring. No interesting thoughts come to my mind. Maybe I should sit down here and ramble on and on like I used to. I think I’m starting to right now. ^.^;;

Oh well. It’s late. I keep trying to go to bed at a reasonable time so I can wake up at a reasonable time and not feel all yucky when I wake up, but so far it’s not happening.

everything will be just fine

I’m trying to write more in here. I think I don’t write in here because I don’t like the cgi files building up on my site. ^.^;;;

I downloaded a Taipei game. Wheee. ^-^ I haven’t played since we got rid of that IBM … (which Grandpa bought, which we got in like 1990, which cost $5,000 o.O which had Windows 3.1) And I have to say … WAS THAT GAME ALWAYS THIS HARD???? T-T I’ve played two games … and I haven’t won either of them. u.u;;

“Nothing’s so loud as hearing when we lie. Truth is not kind. And you’ve said neither am I.” — Toad the Wet Sprocket

Wow, that song is rather nice… Never heard the beginning before.

the evening speaks, I feel it say…
nothing’s so cold
as closing the heart when all we need
is to free the soul
but we wouldn’t be that brave I know

But I don’t like the chorus much. “ALL I want is to FEEL this way, to BE this close, to FEEL the same.” O_o